Crrrrassssh
Haha. First off thank YOU. To all y'all who encouraged me on my last post. And to everyone who's given me a hug in the last week. Heh. Why? What happened this week?
Well. On Sunday. I side-swiped this guy on my way to church. Now this is my second accident in 6 months, so I decided to pay cash, because my insurance is going to go sky-high! So yeah. His is going to cost about $2000. It sucks. Mostly because it's coming out of my Abbotsford fund. Pfft. Oh man. I cried and cried during church that day. I'd stop crying and then I'd cry some more. Some of my youth girls asked me how I was and I started bawling. It's not even like it's that big of a deal but y'know it was the last phonebook. Hmm. Anyways, it's a minor setback. I'm wondering. Is this really the time for me to go to Bible School. My spirit seems to say, not now. Hold off. But I'm so scared I'm going off my emotions. I mean honestly, it's not about the money. By no means. I saved $3500 in 2 months and it came out of nowhere. So I'm not worried. I know my God will provide. No freaking doubt in my mind. But, I'm just not sure if this is the time for me to go. Some people say they think I should totally go. I mean it would be quite the experience. But part of me doesn't want to miss what's going to go on in Edmonton this year. But ahhhh. Other people think I should wait, even until the spring for the 3 month mini-school. I don't know. I've been praying for clarity. Praying for open doors and confirmation. Heh. As of right now I'm completely evenly split on the go and stay. But y'know. Whatevs. Hahah.
Oh that the glory would fill me up.
That is what I so desire.
Peace out.
Well. On Sunday. I side-swiped this guy on my way to church. Now this is my second accident in 6 months, so I decided to pay cash, because my insurance is going to go sky-high! So yeah. His is going to cost about $2000. It sucks. Mostly because it's coming out of my Abbotsford fund. Pfft. Oh man. I cried and cried during church that day. I'd stop crying and then I'd cry some more. Some of my youth girls asked me how I was and I started bawling. It's not even like it's that big of a deal but y'know it was the last phonebook. Hmm. Anyways, it's a minor setback. I'm wondering. Is this really the time for me to go to Bible School. My spirit seems to say, not now. Hold off. But I'm so scared I'm going off my emotions. I mean honestly, it's not about the money. By no means. I saved $3500 in 2 months and it came out of nowhere. So I'm not worried. I know my God will provide. No freaking doubt in my mind. But, I'm just not sure if this is the time for me to go. Some people say they think I should totally go. I mean it would be quite the experience. But part of me doesn't want to miss what's going to go on in Edmonton this year. But ahhhh. Other people think I should wait, even until the spring for the 3 month mini-school. I don't know. I've been praying for clarity. Praying for open doors and confirmation. Heh. As of right now I'm completely evenly split on the go and stay. But y'know. Whatevs. Hahah.
Oh that the glory would fill me up.
That is what I so desire.
Peace out.
posted by Jocelyn @ 1:07 AM
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